So sick of being nothing but lovely and being palmed off over and over again. Being nice gets you nowhere.

I start a job tomorrow and that’s what I wanted. To get back into work and keeping busy and earning money so I can actually do things again. But like, my mind is fuckin frazzled. Something has changed in my head in the last year or so months and it’s not gone. I’m trying so hard to be happy and just get through it. Hopefully this job will help me. Guess I’ll find out soon enough.